ain't you

I really wonder why people suddenly change after they get what they wanted.

one day they are sweet, the next day, they are not.

one day they are here, the next day they are not.

one day you are important them, the next day you are worthless.

one day they say they love you, the next day they don't care bout you.

That's how ironic things and people can be.

pretty shits, pretty lies, pretty fucked up.

but it's still your choice.

cause you choose to get Hurt.

when you choose to be in Love.

serious?

And it’s surprising how someone's words or attitude can completely change our mood..

what am I suppossed to do when everything start falling apart?

should I quickly pick up all the pieces and try to fix the whole thing up while it keeps falling..

or should I just silently watch how the whole thing is falling apart

and then just sweep all the pieces and throw them in garbage bag?

I want to be strong but I’m full of broken thoughts I cant repair,

but now I can just only cry on my pillow wishing a better tomorrow cause I'm not still ready to leave,

I’m not yet hurt enough to quit this battle..