insubordinate

said that wont drop any single tears for anyone again..

but why my cheeck is wet..?

i guess im failed from tough..

tears just wont listen to my order..

i just wanna keep my weakness to myself..

deep in my soul..

but why u weeping in reality..?

the last day of the SEM

i can feel that i can fly up so high in the sky right after i pass up my last assignment..
no strees..no sleepless night..no burden..no worries..
this feeling was so good i can say..
free pizzas n camwhoring..
this is what we did in the room after busy for the whole day..(or i can say..the whole sem..haha)

well..u can see how free how lame n how free we are..
and i just so enjoy the moments..
after that we went to gurney kofuloft have our dinner..
actually is a celebrating replacement for eddie the gay birthday..
at nite..
zen decided to go sunset for shisha..
so..me..fish..cody..zen n mell in a car go together..
we gossip gossip gossip..
although no shisha that day..n this is quite sad for zen who come for it..
but we still able to have a great nite there..
and yeah~
i got my 1month holidays..
hooray~~

screamo

WHAT THE FARK!!

tell u what..

im

FREAKIN TOTALLY EXACTLY TRULY DEFINATELY ABSOLUTELY

afraid of

LIZARD..

and i just stepped on one just now..

argh~

my leg~

zzzzzz

sad departure

2 friends leaving again..

gotta get rid of the life without u guys

especially the small little one..

she teach me many things in every aspect..

she taught me the world..

every single words still clearly in my mind..

will never forget the care u gave..

i will take good care of myself,dont worry..

and you too..double take care of urself there..

will never forget you, i promise..

and for jen..dont go there ngao lou..
and i wont simply have one here..

forever urs ill be..haha..

both of u better take good care of each others..

always noe that there are someone who miss n worry bout u guys over here..

promise to be a top designer after this..

teach me someday on what u guys had learnt over there..

cant wait for u guys to come back..

miss you guys so darn much..

tsk tsk tsk..

sunset NITE

tuesday,my sistas came to penang..

bB,laine,jiayun..

thn i went to jetty to pick them up, send them to hotel..

coz of i got many assignments to rush so i cant really join them..

haiz..

but the story was different on the next day..haha..XD

after finish my presentation..

after knowing that my deadline of packaging delay..

hooray~ i straight away call bB that i can join them after this..

haha..gonna blast the whole nites..

right after i done prepared,i wait them to pick me up..

thn the whole night we sticked together..

haha.. too many to write..

lets the picture do the talking..^^

mei n laine when arrived (jiayun cant wait for the hotel)

laine the pretty

mei the handsome

yun the fatty

they are just too excited

mei,me n my camera

camwhore in the hotel room

nonstop~



best pics of the day^^



the night at sunset

mei again

here comes chien the driver..haha

me

here goes laine the poser

the "thin" yun..eh..where is ur peace?

faster..the whole gang are waiting for u..

on the ride..

fei,chien n 7lou-lun

laine.mei.jee

with laine n jee

me n nana

seriously dunno what is this..haha XD

mei and me

and this is the whole gang..
all in black and white..

THE END

farewell

today went for my friends small little farewell lunch..

just a small gathering actually..

coz the 2 fella gonna leave to NZ soon..

6 of us..me,fish,hwei,jen,teng,mang..^^

sat there for few hours..

chit chat like no one else beside..haha xD

at night,me n fish went to stay over night at wanhwei hse..

as im sitting in her room blogging now..winks*

what a "tofu" hse i can say..

3hree of us just like an owl..

talking talking talking the whole night till the morning..

argh..later gonna wake up early for dimsum..

get some sleep 1st..

3hree of us gonna squeeze into a queen side bed..

must be interesting..haha

hmm..goodnight thn..

opps..or i should say..

GOOD MORNING~

I belong to me..

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you

It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to

And I won't give up me to be part of you

It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life

It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right

Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me

I complete myself

Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I gotta let you know before I let you in

That who I am is not about who I am with

That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you

I do

I don't need somebody to complete me

I want you to know

I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me

I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby

abnormity

went to college as usual today..

its been a long time never walk to college..

walk on the familiarity path..

imagine that ur presence when we walk to college together..
pass by 44 reminds me on u that u are no longer in pg..
sigh..
enter the college..
everythings was goin on their own way as usual..

but my feeling was like missing somethings..

without ur laughter n ur figure in the college..

cody..i started to miss u again..

the glum morning

wake up from the call..
today weather was cloudiness..
is it also trying to present the feeling im having now?
reflecting the feeling in me knowing her besties had leaving?
the msg was been recieved in when 1028..
saying I'm in the car ad... Bye cecilia
so depressing looking this..
the whatever things happen in the midnight still clearly on my mind..
every single words of it..
well..im cant take any decision nor step..
coz i really dunno what to do..
im choosing to remain silent,a standard ans..
im not giving any ans u guys wanted i noe..
perhaps like what u said,wrong timing..
a new day with a sullen weather and a dismal feeling..
good morning everyone..