meet-night

my babe is back..

imisshersomuch!!

happen to meet in the midnight..

sleepy but i have fun..

me and bB

those pretties

waiting

it’s just no use waiting like a fool when
i know there’s nothing to wait on..

..but i’d still wait anyway.

bear with it..

there's a kind of pain we can't ignore..
a level of pain that's so great that it blocks out everything else..
makes the else of the world fade away until all of us can't think about whether how much we hurt..
how we manage our pain is up to us..
pain, we anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it..
and for some of us..
the best way to manage the pain is to push through it..

my fate

Sometimes i just hate to be the eldest child in this family..

i always blaming why am i the one..?

and im so sick with things that been happened again and again..

enlightened me

if today is the end of the world..

nothing is important anymore right..?

so my problems will just turn into zero..

wont care on what had happened..

i just want myself to be happy..

your truth

i reject your reality and substitute it for my own..

i accept reality and dare not question it..

if i would ask, will you answer me frankly?

April fools

i tot i wont get prank anymore

coz i told myself i gotta beware on what they say to me..

coz its April fools..

and yet i fall in the trap once again..

lizard really make me act awkward..

special thanks to melliana and fishlong..

things change

things doesnt goes like what it used to be lately..

this feeling doesnt feel right to me at all..

izit everythings used to be change?

frankly, im disappointed..

disappointed on what i did..

am i expect too much?Obviously.

i wish i could be optimist..

but i couldnt in this situation..

please show me some cares..i seriously need it..

and i need you..

comprehending

i felt sorry and im guilty about it..
it's all totally my fault..
i have felt bad about what happened..
i knew im a mess,ruined everythings up..
frankly,im the one most dont want to see all this happen.I swear..
thanks for being honest and telling me the truth of ur feelings..
tears it doesnt matter..try my best to be a better one..=)