i give up my reputation..

bye..prom nite..

i know we'll meet someday..

but now is not the time..

you'll be my dream always..

sunshine,beach,me..

woohoo..sun n beach..i love u both~

im some kind of emo today..

so..not happy when i reach by the beach..

the sun smile at me so friendly today..

but it still cant cheer myself up..

but its okay..at least i feel better when i scream my heart out..^^

thanx you coz you always be with me and be my emo dusbin whenever i need you..

brand new me~

hulala..just now went for a haircut..

and i change my hairstyle again..
hope with a new hairstyle..
i would have a brand new life..
i doesn't care what you guys comment on it..
if you cant accept how it looks..
just ignore me..
but what i wanna said is..
this is me..CECILIA..
i like things to be special to be unique..
i want to be the one and only..

cecilism

CECILIA!!

you're just a loser!!

deal with it!!

nobody seem to care about you..you just face the truth..

who do you think you are huh?

what do you still expect from others with a girl like you?

you are nothing!

you're just a stupid on the earth..

nobody take attention on you..

you just a transparent soul..

you are a nerd!

the one you loved..

the one you cared..

the one you hope..

are leaving you..

you have nothing..

you just simply let go the chances that waiting for you..

you dint apperciate what you have at all..

this is your nemesis..

you just simply admit that you are a failure!!

love TVfXQ

I

them

our friendship

emoiest me

i want to be concern to be care.

but no one ever did that to me.

i couldn't said how i feel so i cried.

i cried cuz i care.

of mayb i'm not tough enough..

tears are words from the heart that cant be spoken and will help us learn and grow.

so we better off to let them flow.

i couldn't shake off the feeling of being left behind.

everyone else's life was moving on except mine.

i'm just drifting away from the people i really need.

i'm just a loser.

nobody loves me.

nobody needs me.

nobody wants me.

i'm just a rubbish.

my life was suck!!

i miss you

I am your puppet
The Pain The Hurt
You are my favourite memories
You taught me NEVER BElieVE
HELP ME!!

my heart is broken
I cant live without you!!
NEVER fake a smile anymore
you are leaving and never looking back again

Everything is reminding me you gone forever
WHAT TO DO?

i dont want to know that there is no more you in my life

if tears could make us pretty

i would be the prettiest one
why cant I hate you

i will never forget bout you ♥
no one can replace you

I cant accept what was happen

I cant stop thinking what you said actually

I had expected what will happen

but I just cant accept UNEXPECTED!!

I miss you

miss you lots lots lots!!

I wish I was physically weak

I wish I meet with an accident or an incident..

any serious case or even die
I'm too envy those who are frail and sick
I WANT TO KNOW..

if i die

what's your respond?
I want to know

I need to know
suck meaningless life
I am Loser
and
somebody unimportant

i want a guy!!

i want a guy..

who would move the hair away from my eyes and kiss me..

hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous..

someone who would SING to me at random moments..

who would let me sleep on thier chest..

the BOY who would get mad when someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me..

i want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away..

someone who will let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with anything i said..

he would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and

kiss me a million times..

someone who would make fun for me just to make me laugh..

he would take me take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hug all the time..

he would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it..

and we'd make out in the pouring rain..

he would never be afraid to say "I LOVE YOU" infront of his friends..

and we'd argue about silly things then make up..

i want a boy that would kiss me at the midnight on new year and count star with me..

who would stay home with me on friday night just to help me make dinner & watch movies together under the same blanket..

someone who would tell me i'm beautiful but not too often..

who would make me laugh like no one else could..

but mostly i want someone who would be my best friends and would never

break my heart..