Pain.Breathing

Tears is a reminder..

remind me of, that i love you so much..

grasp

Sometimes when life goes downhill and things get crazy..

it freak me out and make me feel like we're losing the grip on something's that really important..

so i try really hard to hold on tight to whatever we are losing, and yet i hold on a little too hard..

game over?

Regrets are a waste of time.

they are the past that crippling you in present.

so dont ask question if you're not ready to hear the answer.

happy never after

If someone ask me are u happy?

I will hesitate and ask myself back..am I happy?

jalessy

i'm sorry sometimes i get a little jealous,

thinking that someone else could make you happier than i could..

i guess it's my insecurities acting up..

because i noe that im not the prettiest,smartest or most fun and exciting girl..

but i do noe that no matter how hard and long u look..

you'll Never find somebody that Loves you like I do..

If

If you really love somebody, sacrifices would Never Ever be a burden.

puppet

im not afraid to love..

im just afraid of not being loved back..

you want your freedom you want your privacy..

as you are happy with what your demanding..

here you go..i will give it all to you..

i admit im not liberality enough in love..

or perhaps i should learn on it..

i really wish girl dont own the jealousy..

sometimes i wish im blind or deaf or whatever..

or take away my feeling my emotions..

i just dont want to feel myself so unbearable..

your judge

i dont care how people label me..

love me or hate me..go ahead..

i noe we got our own perception in judging things..

one thing i do care is how u think i am..

i care coz i value this relationship precious..

i dont noe what would u label me..

i cant change what u thought about me..

but one thing i want u to noe..

i might look tough..i might pretend like i dont care..

but im still a girl..a broken girl who need attention and care..

i dont noe am i wrong for demanding those missing part in my life..

but ur reaction tell everything..

its far more clear than the answer..

133th post

can't stop for not to go through the emoness nor moody..

i'm losing my mind for being such a thinker..

my mind would comes out lot of thought no matter it was positive or negative..

it just right there could make me tearful somemore unbearable.

i'm exactly emo in every post..

i put myself out there so much and keep on distressed..

its weighing me for having all these..

i need a relief..