my voice

this feeling is awesomely suck..
been abandoned by him again..
said u will always be by my side but where are you when i need you?
ur words just like a million knife that strike straight to my heart..
you never know how hurt is that to me especially when its from ur words..
you should noe that its all because of you..
but you never seems to care and it become my fault to have this mood in turn..
can you please take a few second to figure out what is on my mind? is that hard?
i found this is much more cruel to me than pretending..

shouldnt be so real coz no one will actually care about it..
depression why are you so loyal to me?