if i were a boy?

i went for a haircut this afternoon..

and this how it look..i just cut off my previous hairstyle to this short hair..

i dunno why..maybe..im trying learn to let go?

coz he told me before that he like his gf own a long hair..

and i promise him to keep it long when i graduate..

but now..i cut it..and i just CUT IT OFF!!

is that mean i give up on him?

or i just been tired for it?

i also dunno..

i really dunno how i feel now..

my holidays SUCK!

well..after having 1 month sem break..

here come my brand new sem..

im gonna prepare for it..

wonder how will it be?

stress like hell or just relaxing..

i dont know..

anyway..just wanna tell u guys how i spent my holidays..

haish..actually..my holidays suck..

everythings screw up..

coz my grandpa accident..he just get bang by a lorry..

dunno why when i heard it i laugh my ass out..

i know its wrong..so i feel guilty after the laugh..

SORRY AH GONG!!

what to do??

family 1st..

so i just can spent my everyday everysec in my hometown..

i drove the car all around for nothings..

i sleep everyday to kill the time..

i surf the net everyhours for a little entertainment..

i eat every single time for fun..

lucikly my sayang is back..

we went out whenever we are free..

if not i really kill by felling bored..

love you sayang!!

few more days thn i'll be back to penang..

so..wait for me!!

meet up after the farewell

today afternoon..
we (me,dayna,heng,fei,ndee,jason,gan) meet at old town cafe yum cha..
we talk bout this n that..
we dint meet for a long time tho..
but each of us dint change much..^^
jason said wanna have a haircut..
then we bring him to first saloon..
haha..
not bad..quite nice the hairstyle for him..
at nite..5 of us went to played bowling except jason..
funny+silly things happen coz of eheng..
told u what..he just fall into the lane coz of a free throw..
n everyone was looking at him..what a shame..
neway..i enjoy spending my day with my buddy..^^

meet sayang♥

early in the morning..

the story begin..

8.56am..
my hp rang..
i take a look..
and is dayna calling me..
i dint answer..
coz i wanna slp..

9.50am..
rang again..
and i just ignored it..
haha..blek~

11.00am..
i woke up..
brush my teeth..
have my breakfast..
thn realize that someone called me just morning..
sms to my sayang-dayna..
chit-chat after a few sms..
we had decided to go out yamcha..
hooray~

12.00noon
she reached my house..
we had drove around the town..
but no where else to go..
here kinda bored..>.<

12.46noon..
reach spring's leaf cafe..
finally found a place to sit down..^^
we sembang there..
the atmosphere there quite nice..
1st impression-GOOD..
she just came back from U.K.
and i just came back from penang..
hmm..feel good when we meet up..
we really have many things to talk about..*gossip*

13.35pm
we went to ct plaza..
haish..
something happened at the slope when going up to the car park..=="
dayna scarped her car-ESTIMA..>.<
jeez..we was O.M.G~
dayna said her mom gonna kill her if she konw that..
coz her car was just respray 2 days ago..
know get scrape again..
after go shopping at guardian..
we try to look for a shop that could help us to touch up a little bit on it..
been going shop to shop..finding for the possible one..
because its friday,no one is open..
and some cant make it for just a little scratch..

BUT..thanks lotss for her uncle help..
we found a shop..they did for us..
it cost 80 bucks and it look like brand new after around an hour..^^
haha..dayna..you're lucky..

16.24pm..
home..

despair

sorry..

sorry for what i had did this morning..

i know all of you had been looking good on me..

and yet i had make you guys feel dissapointed..
i really dunno how to say my feeling out at this moment..

there are non of the words that i can descripe my feeling now..

i feel so so sorry when i looked at those dissapointing face..

especially the one that had high expectation on me since the begining till now..

they know i can did a better work..

but with the art work like this..

the feeling of despair comes around..

for now..i swear..

i swear i wont let you guys dissapoint..

i will show all of you that im still the most good student in the class..

im will always be the top student nor designer..

Cecilia gonna make it..