if i were a boy?

i went for a haircut this afternoon..

and this how it look..i just cut off my previous hairstyle to this short hair..

i dunno why..maybe..im trying learn to let go?

coz he told me before that he like his gf own a long hair..

and i promise him to keep it long when i graduate..

but now..i cut it..and i just CUT IT OFF!!

is that mean i give up on him?

or i just been tired for it?

i also dunno..

i really dunno how i feel now..