lonely.lost

im in my room now..

all alone..

feel so empty inside..

and i dunno what to do..

tons of assignment is pending there..

waiting for me to finish it up..

and i just dont have the mood to do it..

my blog..my emo dustbin..

and here i go..

in just two weeks time..

many things happened..

and i dunno what wrongs with me..

feel very weird..

i feel like i lost myself..

i means..my true self..

now i dont even noe who am i anymore..

i use to be very independent..i got my own tenet..

i do whatever things that i think is the best for me..

but now..

im too rely on you..i do whatever u want me too..

i tried my best to cooperate with you..just to make you happy..

i take ur problems become as my problems..

try to find the way how to help you out..

dont want you to think so much of that..worry bout that..

share your feeling whenever u want..

im tired..really tired..

its too much for me to care..

i got my own problems too..

but who knows?

i just simply dont like to tell others bout my things..

whatever things..i just keep in heart..

the pain i suffer..nobody noe..

i dont wan others to worry bout me..

i noe im big enough..i can handle all this myself..

u might think that why dont i share with you?

well..this is me..what to do?

the emo me..

im kinda lost right now..

just give me sometimesss to find back myself..

take this time to seek the deepest part of myself..

there still so many things that wait for me to discover..

i wanna try somethings that i never try before..

promise you that ill be more grow after all this..

happy birthday ♥ bB

Happy Birthday to my dearest bB..

my coolest sistas ever ^^

back after 1month+

i have been real busy for the past few week..

really dont have time to blog even though there are many things that im goin to share..

both sad and happy things happened in this few week..

not really gonna say everythings out..

too much to say if really wanna write out..

u guys must be feel very boring with it after this..haha

so..i slept at 6 this morning..

wake up at 930 and continue rushing for my assignment..

im so farkin tired..

i really wanna be unique and outstanding..

this is what i wan in my artwork and me myself also..

im trying my very best to work it out..sacrifice everythings..

but why u still cant see my effort my thinking that im trying to send?

can u just turn ur head around and see the others who freaking wanna get ur attention rather thn those whose u always praise for them?

argh..forget bout it..

anyway..i have overcome my stress i have this few days..

its finally over..wohoo..

its time for me to replace my sleep that i have sacrifice coz of my work..

im wanna sleep so much..

so..bye for now..

will blogging more often after this..

hehe^^