unmanageable

he is apart from me again..

i wish he will stay longer..

i miss the way he wrap his arm around me n his singing to me anytime,anywhere..

miss the way he hug me to sleep n the thorax that make me feel secure..

miss the moment when he whispered my name in the middle of the sleep..

miss his laughter n jokingly tell me how popular he is among the guys n girls..

no doubt that many peoples is obsessed with a guy like him..

and he always tell me how lucky am i who win his heart..

i read it with my eyes cleary what she wrote in her blog n starting to suspicion..

a girl like me always pretending im cool with it n i dont care..

but the fact is im still learning on it..

but no matter how strong the denials made..

its always my own perception whether to take it or not..

i will always keep the faith in you..

we knew it play a big role in this..

no one says that long distance relationship are easy..
shamelessly to admit that i started to miss him again..